Not until your death did the whole world recelebrate Ennis the cowboy, whose homosexual love broke mountains. Your clown role apparently didn't draw enough attention as expected. Or let it be, it's just too many things putting you to the edge?
But 28, too young to leave all the world, especially your little girl, behind.
I was listening to the music updateds, when a very sad song brought me the entertain headine of your overdose. For a very brief moment, I believed it's a misuse. But does the truth really matter? It's like seeing again that Ennis weeping while walking along the countryroad and finally bent down to start vomitting-- and he never came up.
It was my first time to know how vulnerable yet violent it could be when a man was heart-breaking. Sometimes I wonder would it be better to let Ennis die at the very moment when he was put to the edge?
Maybe yes, if survival is nonsence, existing without living becomes just another choice.
But more than often, I was absorbed by another look at the sunlight, another sniff of the rainfall, another thrill of kissing and another thought of hope and tomrrow.
Still something to lose.
May Heath Ledger, the great actor live forever and, Heath Ledger, the poor sufferer rest in peace.
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